The evil man is sleeping
On the side of my save bed
Whispering in my ears
Better dead, better kill yourself
He fills up my dreams
With lights of regret
Kissing me when I wake up
Wet with sweat
I got headache
From the voices
They told me
To use the knife
Every second of my life
It's the hardest part to take the knife
It would be the best for me
If I would go but I have no plan
On my own, the confusion
Destroys my bleeding tears
This is the last day with this
Fears
I don't know
When it came the first time
Fear is a dark side of
It controls me now
Hallucinations come next
It destroys my life
Every breath I took
Was a fucking mistake
My last wish was to die
I will never hear the voice of death